Wondering Thoughts

I stay shut to console the pain
I don't want anyone to hear me 

For in case I fall into the pit
I don't want a soul to save me

I see that efforts don't go far
'cause when all is said and done

you'll all go falling back again
and I'll admit that you have won

I lose my heart to my mind
almost every night

because the things I see now
make me wish to lose my sight

Forever I'll keep trotting
even when I'm alone

'cause my voice will be heard
and I'll call this place my home