I had a breakdown

If it's one thing everyone in UCHS has experienced is a breakdown. When you have as much stress as we do it's almost impossible to not lose it sometimes. Something in your head clicks, and the only thought that runs through your mind is" I can't do this anymore". It's really hard, school. It may seem as if all we do is complain. Complain about the rules and the homework. Complain about how life is unfair. But that's what it always is. Imagine you study every day for physics. You sit there for at least an hour redoing your problems from class, drilling the kinematics equations in your brain, but when you take a test it's like they start swirling and no matter how hard you try, the result you get back is a 56. It's aggravating, to give all this effort and see no progress. And that's what really brought me down today. The fact that this entire year feels like a waste because my grade in physics is a 71. I know I'm being hard on myself, but it's a habit.